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Sleep


Falling asleep you do not traffic in abstractions:

you fashion images in the mind and count them.

You step back from the brink of thought,

from cognitive manipulation, to pure envisioning.

The sheep jump the wall, the skier parses new trails

on the mountain, swooping between spruce trees.

Elizabeth walks through homes she has known:

an old apartment in Chicago, our beloved hovel

on Jane Street, her childhood house in Baltimore.

What’s down this hall, which door is the closet?

Turn on the light, examine the faded wallpaper,

move through the space, feel it, inhabit it.

What’s been subtracted is a kind of pictorial syntax,

the filmic and interpretive operations of the mind

driving the images forward. Or, is that wrong?

You must remember to count the leaping sheep,

to engage the algebraic half of the mind,

which is the left or the right? Does it matter?

Two hemispheres, globe and brain,

night and day, the mad serendipity of it all.

What is the evolutionary purpose of sleep?

What is knowledge? Why are we alive?

Where is this world we find ourselves in?

How can we understand it? Who are we?





Five Stanzas Ending with Virgil Suárez


Down at the crossroads the Devil told me

I’d come too late—he already

gave that guitar to Virgil Suárez.


Crossing the river the ferryman said

business was booming since all the bridges

had been burned by Virgil Suárez.


Throughout Sonora the saguaro were dry

as the ashes of Cuban cigars, each one

carved with the initials of Virgil Suárez.


The name of every author

in the legendary library of Alexandria

was a secret anagram for Virgil Suárez.


Only the extraterrestrials know

that the runic inscriptions of the Nazca plateau

are a self-titled poem by Virgil Suárez.