eleanor paynter
eleanor paynter
Rebuilding
We scrubbed the palace of its ghosts
not knowing Nineveh
bode beneath. What slipped in
through shattered panes we can’t be sure:
it didn’t graze us.
There were nights when epochs buried
where the war still hadn’t reached
entered our rooms. Fairytale
mosaics glinted gold, they danced, whistled, boomed
over our cots. Desert plumed outside the gates and I know
sometimes we mistook the phantoms for our own.
In the rubble, hands and tongues
and the lifting of corners.
What we unearthed, we spread with mortar
and patrolled. Desperation and escape
appeared in the space between walls,
between sand and skin, ghost
and ghost, we picked up
one rock and another.
Nodo
That’s the end of a long braid swinging over jumpropes. The hand clutching. That’s nodo, a prayer before dinner. The part of a fire where flames graze the logs, a nodo… a nodo I saw once outside the bakery, two mouths coming together… In school I made a nodo with my hands when called on. I’ve heard of escape by nodo, but I don’t know this escape. It was white. But nodo isn’t white, it is brown, dark, avocado pit, twist of oak roots. We are born out of nodo, I’ve heard, torn from the throat of the earth.