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Key West, January 7, 2010


One rooster sneezes non-stop

and another dribbles blood

down the front of its chest.

Tell me what use is a bird at this hour

unless it be clearing its throat of our woes?

The noise from the bar kept us up again.

That Billy Collins impersonator blow-

drying those poems he’d left out

on the deck overnight and a pirate

testing his sword on the sole of his Ked.

The entire state’s under a cold snap,

the local news uncrating its arctic-

white captions, oft-panning

to the crops doubling over—

miles of oranges enduring the ice,

their skin this refrigerator-finish.

So how much of this tropical print

haven’t we dreamt-up before--

only more lurid, a direr red?

Insects grow more listless on the sills

and breezes chill our smiles into zeroes.

I have been utterly underutilized down here.    

Cocked to the sky, a vowel’s open throat--

not so much a becoming, this cosmic comb-over

as it is something asterisked taking on absence.   

















Wellington, January 29, 2010


Any of the woefulness, low-blows

not signed into law, papering the walls

of my heart were used to either pad

my libretto or slow down the aspirations

of our den’s ancient drapes.

I tried not to swallow my tears

but what hadn’t been stolen

had been entered as such.

It seems much of what rates

as intolerable for me has been mostly

lost on you, tossed to those emptiest of lots.

Tomorrow, men with rat tails, purplish

tats, will start replacing the old tar.

We will sit in our cars, plates of grapes

on our laps, race forms slapped limp,

while the sun morphs into fool’s gold

and we dig how the clouds glide

like the wonder our gods have outsourced.

Plovers move in accomplished loops

as they’re lowered onto the polo grounds.

What’s not to love of their lopped

ears, the ether-notes and grins

that we wring from them?

Those who aren’t swept south in packs

are left to stew in their pens, just scrape by,

their sorrow multiplied by a thousand.

I have taken up teething again,

giddy upping on fence posts, half-naked

though the gnats have me tagged

as “tiptop” and the humidity’s 3D.

Nope, the past has never had

the least bit of patience with me. 

But what’s fated has no memory afterwards.

So I’ll slip the first of many apples I’ll fist

by the scent of clipped fuchsia, electric fence

and tense up as the pony’s lips crinkle,

its teeth clacking like something spring-loaded,

then feel the air it dismisses braid my wrist-hairs

as I look into its worried eyes and see

my deaths drowned, one in each pool.